Quarter-life Syndrome

I think I’m suffering quarter-life syndrome,, some of characteristics of quarter-life syndrome just fit in me. I feel insecure regarding present accomplishment.  It seems that everything that I have done is fruitless. I didn’t do much for my environment, people around me and even for myself. I was too much re-evaluating of my close interpersonal relationship. Too many expectation but didn’t catch a half of my expectation, and I feel so bad. I have a quite big disappointment with my current job, it is stagnant. Nostalgia for college, high school, middle school and elementary school makes me hate my daily life. I feel so much boredom with my social interactions; it’s just spinning around the circle. I come across financially-rooted stress as if suddenly I have to bear all people burden. And last but not least, the marriage issue, oh gosh, some of my friends have got married and I have to admit that it is bothering me a lot.. tons.. abundant..
BUT fortunately I have five days off starting tomorrow… bye bye for a while quarter life syndrome!.. Bali I’m coming again :)

the turban

Lord of The Rings

It's a dream

it's an ideal

it's a fantasy

it's a reality

From zero to hero

I have new habit on weekend! Attending wedding ceremony, it’s been a month I didn’t go anywhere but my friends wedding reception. And it means a small disaster for me , yes most of women will be ‘rempong’ when it come to think about dress up thing and usually most of women will avoid to wear the same outfit in other occasion. It’s like a big sin… hahaha so I use my brilliant brain to create something that  I already have in my wardrobe and something new that not too expensive.. and this is the result! 

looks like i'm so full preparation, it's my sudden idea :p

hehehehe i wore jumputan fabric as a skirt (old stuff) 

the glitter top cost only IDR 25k @ tanah abang

i made a layer accent with super big brooch, unfortunately the brooch broken when i used seat belt :"(

this is the detail of my hijab and skirt

from twitter to sweeter

I never thought before that twitter could make any kind of bond aside hatred hahaha yes, I’m following some people in twitter just to loath them anyway.. it’s not good I know, somehow it is entertaining for me.. but I found some positive energy through twitter and some positive people too..Starting from the booming of a community that I admired at the beginning and finally at the end I found many disappointments to the community here and there. 

And then, by the helping of God’s hands, I was destined to meet a girl that match me a lot, she is Nanda! At first the ‘click-thing’ came when we were talking the community that I’ve talked above, and we are so cynical to them, maybe more inclined to disappointments. It turns out, we have many things in common, especially about our faith and the way we live our life, maybe because we are first-born daughter, so we are a lil bit idealist and ambitious. And our discussion came to an interesting idea that we will make a project!!

The project  itself has an intention to satisfy our hunger and our disappointments to many things, hehehe especially in the way we and many people dress up.. yes that is the clue of our next project..

Hmmm Now I need a suggestion about a cool word or phrase.. that can represent classy, mature, faithful, and independent, any idea people? Please leave your comment afterwards.. I will appreciate it a lot and I’ll give you a souvenir if your suggestion is the coolest one.. :)

finally we met! i'm so happy to meet Nanda!

she's so cute, attractive, and humble, feel very warm beside her

our face contain of 'padangnese' root , we are 'Uni'
(uni means sister in padangnese)

SHOES! this is spartaaaa!

"In my artistic footwear design the shoe is my canvas. The trigger to create a new piece comes when an idea, a concept and/or an image comes to mind. The combination of the image and footwear creates a new hybrid and the design/concept comes to life. The piece is a wearable sculpture. It is "alive" with/out the foot/body. Most of the inspirations are out of the "shoe-world", and give the footwear an extreme transformation. The result is usually humoristic with a unique point of view about footwear. Another aspect of the creation is the realization." ~Kobi Levi

I'm not a type of girl that have a courage to wear a unique or even crazy design of shoes, but this masterpiece from Kobi Levi is the only exception! He's so brilliant! it's like something that you just meet in the dream but then Kobi made it real, even beyond the dream. Seems like anything could be an inspiration for him. Dog, swan, banana slip, sling-shot, slide, even a terrible experience we have had when a chewing gum stuck on shoes could be a crazy inspiration for him. check out some crazy masterpiece of Kobi Levi.

Banana Slip

Mother & Daughter

Miaow

Lips & Tounge

chewing gum! i really like this!
it's fun when people think that
the chewing gum really stuck on my sneakers.

chewing gum

sling shoot

Blow

slide

blonde ambition

Olive oyl

swan

Birdy

chinese chopstick!