To forget the mistakes of someone is more difficult than to forget my own mistakes to him/her..
it's a very bad behaviour, yes i know, but to heal the broken heart is not that easy. Our heart is just like a broken glass that have been glued, though the glass is back to a normal shape however the scar will always be seen..
i know it is something in the past, and everything has changed to be better..but still, i can not forget how SHE took my half soul from me.. without knowing my existence and how hurt to be me at this time..
it's all become a deadly virus in my life, i keep on thingking that someday she will back to stole my half soul again..
it is because i feel so theatened with her, i don't know why, maybe because she is more beautiful than me, or smarter than me, and all her charms will steal his heart, again...
all that thoughts is driving me insane!
i feel so sad
i feel so dissapointed
i feel so pissed off
and top of all..
i won't forget these all..
sorry..i just can't.
i will take this till i leave this world,
maybe...
“The only reason why we ask other people how their weekend was is so we can tell them about our own weekend" Chuck Palahniuk
i always waiting for my weekend moment..it's always almost all about making fun with people i love the most in my life, my family, my boyfie and my besty..
when i was a kid, weekend is a breaking day of school it means one night in whole day when i don't need to think about my homework or task from my teacher, and when the sunday morning comes it means that i don't have to take a bath early and i can watch a continous kid movie until 12 pm. i really loved watching doraemon and i become a cat lover because that movie, untill i found that doraemon is only a blue fat cat doll who doesn't have anything in his pocket ( i checked it on the Golden Truly mall, when i was in the 6th grade). The Doraemon thing has dissapointed me so much. there is no real cat who can grant my wish, they only make things so bad besides their cuteness. HAHA that's a small picture of my weekend moment in the past.
but now...
weekend is like a rest day..where u can have a body n mind relax..having a monotonous activity during the weekdays make ur nerves so stiff, so these two days, saturday n sunday are the best day to have a refreshment!! i love to spent my weekend with my big family, my aunties, my uncles and my cousins, also my nephew n niece..we ussually gather in my grandma house, eating the foods that are made by us, or just chit chating till late at night, it is hillarious n warm! or having the whole weekend with my besty, we ussually spent the day to some places in the town or traveling out of town! and last but not least..i love the moment with my boyfie..actually i've already rarely spent my weekend only both of us, we ussually take our friends with us, it's more fun. :)
my weekend with him in Curug Cikaso, Sukabumi, West Java (June 6 2010)
this is the most common thing for us on the weekend, out for eating!
snorkling with friends (Pramuka land,Thousands Island)
yehaaay..after pending it for almost 4 months, finally i have my driving license renewed! all the process to get my driving license to be extended is by my self without being accompanied by mother anymore..actually that's the point. I proud of my self because now i am not a liltle girl anymore..i can do it by my self..hehehe..
i have a full gut to drive my motorcycle at full speed without worrying the police will ask my (expired) driving license ;p , now it has been renewed!
i miss to live in my parents house (the house now is being renovated)..does it means my house also? whatever.. one thing for sure, i find a freedom there..you know old proverb that says Home Sweet Home? it really is true.. when you stay in a fancy mansion or physically the house is more beautiful than your house, you still don't feel it is a home..then finally you really missing to back to your own house though the house is only a hut...
i miss my room..
i miss to stay a long day in my house..
i miss to invite everybody i like to my house..
most of the top...
i miss to take care of my cats that i have been neglecting for this 6 months..i miss them so..
God give us your hands to make the day come true..the day when i come back to my house..i beg you GOD..
Last night I had a horrible dream ever!! i don’t remember exactly the chronology , but one thing for sure , and the most frightening moment on that dream is when I see my mother lying on a divan, covered with batik cloth and there are many people around her who read Yasin.. and that scene on my dream has made me crying histerically, I cried her name and suddenly I woke up and realized that my tears is keep running on my cheek..my thoughts flying away.. I pronounced istigfar and hamdalah in the same time..astagfirullah for I remember that I have so many fault to her, hamdalah for it just a dream and i ‘m still given one more chance to see my mom and to say sorry to her for all mistakes I’ve done.
The dream is just like a ‘wake-up call’ in my life, especially for my bond with my mom..for 22 years I’ve been delivered by her, I know deep inside my heart, that she is my real guardian angle, she’s the master of every task. For all the things I didn’t say to her, about how I felt along the way, it doesn’t mean I don’t love her much. Me n mom don’t get used to express our feeling by our body language or sweetest words, but we both know we love each other. Especially her, I know she love me much and she will do anything..ANYTHING she can just to give me the best thing I need..though it has to sacrifice herself.
The dream makes me realized that she is the most important thing in my life , I place her after ALLAH SWT, and simply I can’t live without her. I can imagine what if the dream is real, one thing for sure I’m not ready for now, I still need her much, I want to make my mom happy, I want to grant her wish, I hope in the near time, I know she really want to see Borobudur and Prambanan temple, walking on Jogja and Solo streets, I want to stand 5 cm in front of Ka’bah with her, I want to take her traveling to the place she really want to be there and give her any stuffs she likes. God please grant my wish, don’t take her from this world. I know dead it’s all human destiny, but please, don’t decide her dead before I grant her wish. As I always ask You in my every prayer God, give my mom happiness in this world, and give her the best spot in Your heaven. For all the terrible things she have been through in live, and she keeps hangin on , I know she deserve it. I love you Ibu.
God I know you came to me through my dream..
I know u woke me up through your message on that dream..
May be I am a biggest sinner
You got me into this situation
I have to be more caring to her
I have to be more loving to her
I promise God, I will take this chance, to give her the best thing I can.
I will never frowning, angry, and yelling to her anymore.
every time I listen to this song my feeling immediately become so creepy ..somehow it continues to poison my mind..it turns out that you really have occupied a few spots in my heart, although at the first time i feel much doubt, but every time I think about you, it all make me so confuzzled.i never thought before it will be happened, i vowed to my self n i' m sure that i will never have more than one person to place in my heart, and suddenly now it could be a little turned around because of you, and nobody can do that. Previously, Many who had tried but my faithfulness to him was never wavered, and now YOU shakes my defenses .. like the words in this song .. it's all fit for you!
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took me
I knew that I had, everything that I wanted to have You made me see there was something missing
For the ending of my first begin
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah oh
And, for the rare and unexpected friend
Oh yeah yeah oh yeah yeah oh For the way you're something that I would never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna loose I don't ever wanna be without her again
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So, when you walked in, I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
See now it's so clear I need you here
My accidental happily ever after
The way you smile now you've gone for me
With your laughter
I must admit you weren't a part of "My Book"
But, now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you walked in I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
See, now it's so clear I need you here
Who knew that I could be?
So unexpectedly
Undesierabley happy. Oh so with you
Right here right here next to me!
he can sing "balonku", i have a recording of his voice, it's so hilarious!! my mother once throw him on the pavement (poor you), and the next day, he came back to my house, with the expression like a sprinter who reaches a finish line!! oh God, he is do funny..unfortunetely he has been thrown for the second time by my mother, and he never comeback anymore..
on my uncle's car (was)
we don't have AC at living room, so he enter the refrigerator..
with his mother, hayu (on the left) and his brother, oyeng (middle)
"when u realized that everything just not in the right position and u feel so unable to change the situation, it is God, the one and only, who will be the last shelter..u need God more than u need Food and Air to continue your life.. sometimes i deny, that God doesn't need me, but I, my self n my life need God,, inevitable.."
Can u see even juz a little bright side of me?Or else,maybe u could ask ur baby boy,whydo he really love me?then,u can learn from him.about 16 hours agovia UberTwitter
I'm not a dope,I'm not a punk girl,I'm not a rebel, I'm not a loser ,but u treat me as if I am..what I'm suppose gonna do? I feel so bad! about 16 hours agovia UberTwitter
Just once in your life,please put ur feet on my shoes,u could feel how hurt to be nice n wise, but still,she judges me wrong!about 16 hours agovia UberTwitter
I'm not an electronic tool that u can test whether it's good or broken!! I'm a human,have a heart to feel,n mind to think!about 16 hours agovia UberTwitter
Have you ever know a typical someone in your life who always showing off anything though it's only a small thing that anybody could afford it? i bet you have..
I found this typical person, actually it called re-found, cause she is actually the person of my past, and just showing up again in my life lately. I remember when i realized this person has a show-off personality, was when she sucked a cup a cups lollipop as if anybody can't afford to buy the lollipop! yaks it was when i'm in junior hi school. and now the thing become so big because since twitter has become a very-hits micro blog, she could channel the things that she wanna show up to the world. ohh geeezz..u can see her timeline full off the things that people will sick to read..she always say about name of brand of the stuff she owned, tell everybody the restaurants where she was dinner (never forget to take pict of the foods), explain clearly that she is drive a car, and other things became so over the top cause she says it in almost every minute! she is exaggerating way too much..
oh gosh..if i continue this, it seems like i'm gossiping about her (try to be a saint ;p..FAIL)..yes okey, i did gossiping her with my other friends but then i think positively from her case..and finally i can figure it out into a good lesson for me and maybe for others..hihihi..
in a moment of your life, you will face various situations, bad or good , lucky or unlucky, happy or sad..your life is in a rotating wheel, sometimes u will hit gravels or even big stones..but the wheel must through the path, so you have to make sure that the wheel keep rotating..so we can say that all the conditions is what we'll face in this life. being survive to keep alive is not a choice, it's a must. but when we feel the conditions is not fit with your expectation, just remember that God will give everything that you need not everything that you want. i impressed by a sentence of my friend on her FB status, she said that :
"God gives u answers in 3 ways: YES & God gives u what u want. NO & God gives u something better, or WAIT & God gives u the best."
and i think if every human have this sentence in their heart, there is no more negative prejudice to God..
i've said to my self, to not being ridiculous by having a pompous desire to be the person who makes me jealous because she/he has anything that i can't afford. just take my portion as a God creature with all the accessories, and not being mourn of it. so i will never show off to the world of everything that i have, cause i realized, when i look down, there're many people who still keep survive even if their life is far more unlucky than me, and i don't wanna be an arrogant or show off to the world, because when i look up, there are so many great people in this world, so i keep my feet back on the ground..i still have to learn many things..:))
It’s been long time not to write on this blog! Hey it is now 2010 and there are so many bad and good things have been left from the Yesteryear..i just wanna quote some imperative events that happened in 2009, because for me, 2009 was such a great year in my life..so many things to learn from the year where I stepped my life forward..let me break into a monthly event :
January 2009
the soulmate was exist!
I was still on my effort to finish my thesis on time..yes u can imagine the situation..late night activity almost every day, just have my sleep time about 3 or 4 hours, and I eat meals like a pig,,it is the effect of keep my eyes wide open on late at night. just for info, I get 5 kg weight only a month tahahaha! Yes it’s all because I was chased by the deadline! This time was my up and down moment..Life ooh life..
and how about Love thingy?
Hmm actually it’s a big..oh no Very massive secret that I’ll reveal here. I was destined to meet my compatible man ever! Though it is just in my dream to possess him as a whole, at least I have a very more-than-great moment with him..at the end I found one theory of mine..that perfection is absolutely impossible to be possessed by a human, it’s Only God’s authority ..then let it be happened in heaven, n let me just thank to God for tasting a bit sweet of heaven kiss.
February 2009
This is my birthmonth!
But no surprises except from my TVRI besties. I’ve got very cute Winnie-the-pooh bday cake, gift, ang yummy food at Ming Village Sency. And at the the end of the month, I registered my thesis to the University’s administration to get my thesis trial date! Tararararang…
March 2009
A + Cumlaude
March 14 09 was my important day ever! It is the determination day for my 3,5 years efforts in University. And it turned to be a very bright day for me as the result..i’ve got A for my thesis…Mr.cumlaude I’m coming to you..one of my duty is done! Ibu & papa..it is dedicated for u..
April 2009
Met many awesome people!
I joined the PPAN program. PPAN stands for Pertukaran Pelajar Antar Negara..haha sound very genius right,youth exchange program!.. I was competing to find ONE place to CANADA..to be an A1, the representative young from Indonesia who will have some period of internship in Canada and Indonesia for almost a year..A1 is the most honorable title for a young man and woman in our country, it’s like u’ll be invited in each national event and wearing an A1 Blazer! Very cool yumm ?..And the result..of course I was failed with the sixty something others..hahaha.but the program has opened my eyes widely that there are so many effin brilliant, Genius, Creative yet humble young teenagers in the province I live (West Java), so the brilliants are not only live at Jakarta as the adage says..”dunia tak selebar daun kelor boy!”..i’m very pleased to know them.
Mei 2009
The Graduation.
the baju kurung or kebaya i wore in my graduation day.
On my graduation day which was held at istora Senayan..i felt a lil bit gloomy..because I have no friends around me!! Only my nuclear family attended the graduation ceremony, as only Me and Indah who graduated early in our class,, yes we have finished our study in three and a half year (bwakakakak it sounds I’m showing off!)..so the graduation day is not very blast yet memorable only a glance of blink faces of my parents.
Juni 2009
one year to be forever..
This is the last full month I worked at TVRI..my lovely working place ever..and I have to leave them..and all the GOLD memory there..
Juli 2009
I have a new job!
I was accepted as a secretary to Director for Slog Oil &Gas company. And guess what? The office location, just like my dream when I was a kid, is on Mega Kuningan!one of prestigious office spot in my country. Thankful for the job.
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
what a long journey!
5 years anniversary with my lovely man. Though it should be not 5 years full (the broke up accident that he call it “kekhilafan”), but hey..5 years it’s a longggggggggg journey..but i never give up! Wish that I could have The God Blessing.
November 2009
He was graduated!
Heyy like UI didn’t want to let him go, the very-hard-to- get graduation!
December 2009
Happy!
My bf got his first job at KAP duren tiga..it means that his office very close to mine! He picked me up and sent me home almost everyday…lovely :)
And finally the new year was come…
The new year eve is very lovely yet blast moment ever!
Celebrated with my big family and my boyfie…lot of good food and Happy!
Wish I have a blast 2010 more than the yesteryear…
"You cannot run away from weakness; you must some time fight it out or perish; and if that be so, why not now, and where you stand?" Robert Lewis StevensonThe Amateur Emigrant (1895)
why many people are being so ridiculous by pretending they are strong whereas in fact they are weak. i can figure it out clearly, why the people whom i know they are strong, in fact they really need serious help for their mental illness. Let say, i know a woman who is dubbed as 'a superwoman' because her ability to solve her heavy problems and she is just look so calm to face her problems that anyone will admire her for what she have been through. But hey, it makes me think different way from other people, you know, everybody in this world will have their own temptation, so it is just a common thing for me like you have a family that have various characters. wait, i feel important to emphasize that for what I've written and for what will i write, anything, i don't mean to place my self as the best person who knows everything. I feel my self full of mistakes and i've fucked up many good situation into a total mess, or anything that makes me an imperfect human. So this time, i just wanna let everyone knows what is my opinion about BEING STRONG TO COVER YOUR WEAKNESSES. it seems that there's nothing wrong with that sentence, yes, u are right. But not for me, it bottering lately. I realized one thing, that some people in my life are being show off to others that they are strong, their way is the most obviously right way, and trying to advice me many things that i really understand it's only work for them not for me. As a person i'm an open personality, i let everybody knows what i'm feeling , but sometimes people just don't let me be the person i am.. they expect much from me, at the first time i meet someone, i'll let he/she knows my best part, but hey, who don't do that? i just wanna give a good impression to people, and to know me closer, u have to accept me just the way i am. but i don't show the extreme opposite things from when the first time i show you. just let me be the person i am, that makes me comfortable to be your friend, do not expecting much from me, cause i just like and i will in love to the person who never cover their weaknesses in front of me. Show me u r weak, show me who u are, show me that u can't resist the tempatation by urself. one thing, when i'm dissapointed with you, or even i don't like what u've done to me, just take it as a reflection, don't mad at me back. i just wanna let u know, the things i just don't like from you, n i never relly mad at you. that's it. i'm not that hard.. just easy and simple...
Lapaaaaaaaaar...kalau habis jalan2 dan waktu suadah menunjukan pukul 2 siang pasti yang dirasain cuma 1, lapar! yeeah, setelah liat liat ikan di Seaworld kami berempat bukan bersimpati untuk melestarikan spesies ikan laut dan bersumpah untuk tidak mengganggu ekosistem ikan laut, tapi yang ada kami malah ngiler pengen liat ikan ikan dalam wujud lain, seperti ikan with saos padang dressing..hahaha bukan ikan pake gaun, tapi ikan siram bumbu saos padang dan teman2nya.
Setelah berunding tidak terlalu lama, karena kali ini ditraktir sama sahabat saya yang sangat baik hati :), jadi kita langsung memutuskan untuk makan di Bandar Djakarta yang merupakan restaurant seafood di tepi laut teluk Jakarta yang memberikan semua kenyamanan yang anda harapkan. Pemandangan yang indah, suasana yang nyaman, bersantai dan berekreasi sambil menikmati hidangan laut. sebelum akhirnya ketemu tepi lat teluk jakarta itu, kita sempet muter2 3 kali dan nanya 2 kali sama satpam yang sama, padahal satpam di Ancol ada bejibun..hahaha..maklum dari depok..haha. akhrnya ketemu juga tempatnya, sampaii restoran kita di guide sama 1 orang buat milih ikan segar di pasar ikan, saya dipercaya buat milih menu yang akan kita makan. karena gak merasa alergi seafood jadi saya mau makan semuanya! haha akhirnya saya pilih 1 ekor ikan kue untuk dibakar pedes manis, 1 cumi besar buat dibakar pedas, udang 200 gram, kerang tahu 200 gram, kerang dara 100 gram dan 1 porsi plecing kangkung tauco. wuihhh nikmat sekali..setelah itu kita pilih meja yang viewnya di pinggir laut. agak panas, karena matahari mau akan tenggelam. sampai meja kita pesan minum, tadinya mau minum es kelapa batok, tapi karena habis jadi kita pesen es teh manis pithcer buat rame2. dan makananpun satu2 telah datang.. dan lama2 juga ludes..fyi kita nambah nasi jadi 8 porsi. tak perlu ditanya siapa yang menghabiskannya bisa dilihat di foto oknumnya..hehehe.. dan setelah kenyang kita kahirnya pulang. oh iya untuk ber4 dengan lauk yang sangat variatif, harganya gak terlalu mahal, kira2 1 orang sekitar 50ribuan. mungkin karena kita gak mesen kepiting dan lobster. hehe. akhirnya semua pulang dengan tersenyum http://www.bandar-djakarta.com/ ..seperti motto restaurantnya..:)
eitsss gak berenti di situ... perjalanan pulang saya tiba2 merasakan ada yang bergejolak di perut, makin lama makin membumbung (bahasa apa itu? ;p) ..dan sampai di Bintaro seluruh badan saya tiba2 panas seperti terbakar...merah2 dan bentol2...dan semua orang tau itu adalah tanda alergi..wuahhhh saya langsung menyalahkan udang! karena tadi di dalam tubuh udang itu ada telor warna ungu dan ada krim2 kentel gitu di kepala si udang. setau saya, saya gak pernah alergi udang, dulu kepiting laut, tapi gak pernah udang. akhirnya saya berkesimpulan, mungkin karena badan saya kurang fit, akibat malam2 naek motor dari Midnight Sale (hahaha ampun kalau mengingatnya), dan kurang tidur juga, jadi alergen2 itu berkeliaran di tubuh saya, dan mengakibatkan bentol dan gatal2 yang luar biasa. kalo udah begitu rasanya mau telanjang terus garuk2 kaya si amang. tadinya si pacar dan kakaknya berbaik hati ingin mengantarkan ke dokter, tapi menurut gue alergi itu sepele, (maaf uni..;p) akhirnya saya hanya minum incidal dan susu beruang buat mengatasinya. keesokan harinya saya pun tak merasakan gatal2 lagi walaupun agak demam. okey mulai sekarang ada baiknya mengenal diri sendiri..karena saya suka menyangkal kalau saya alergi UDANG, KEPITING , dan mungkin makhluk2 lainnya karena saya sangat doyan mereka..hahaha manusia memang predator paling rakus! :)
Hey dear.. sedikit oleh oleh dari akhir minggu saya yang menyenangkan. Jadi, sabtu tanggal 7 November kemarin akhirnya keinginan saya yang sudah lama terpendam akhirnya kesampean juga. Kira - kira sekitar 2 tahun lalu saya punya keinginan untuk jalan-jalan ke Seaworld, entah karena dorongan apa, tapi yang jelas pengen aja ke situ lagi sejak terakhir ke Seaworld nebeng rombongan panti asuhan Alm. kakek 10 tahun lalu :) dan akhirnya kesampean juga sabtu kemaren. Tadinya mau ngajakin rame-rame sama temen-temen byar kaya tamasya jaman SD, hoho , tapi kebanyakan dari mereka sibuk, alhasil kita berangkat cuma berempat. sampai pintu masuk Ancol, kita wajib bayar tiket masuk dulu, 1 orang Rp.13.000,- + mobil Rp.15.000,-. Tunggu, ada cerita tambahan, waktu mau keluar tol Ancol, kita ditilang polisi , katanya gara-gara melanggar marka jalan, tapi jadi panjang urursan karena STNK nelom perpanjang pajak. belom ngapa2in kita udah ngeluarin Rp.106.000,- (beneran pas segitu ngeluarinnya) buat makan siang tuh polisi. ternyata polisi disini masih pake sistem damai. ketinggalan zaman sekali sama polisi2 di selatan yang udah mulai ngumpulin kartu tilang. oke, kembali ke ancol, kita langsung masuk seaworld, kayanya gak banyak berubah dari 10 tahun lalu saya ke sana, mungkin harga tiketnya yang berubah. 1 orang di hari libur dihargai Rp.50.000,- , dan diskon buat yang pakai debet BNI gak berlaku disini, jadi sedih deh..hehehe..
Sampai di dalam di sambut oleh akuarium2 silinder dengan ikan segede2 gaban..haha..iyah jadi akurium yang pertama saya lihat itu akuarium ikan raksasa air tawar yang biasa hidup di air tawar sungai amazon. ada lele yang panjangnya 90cm dan lebarnya 30cm, saya bayangin pecel lele tenda2 kalo pake ikan lele itu buat di pecel, hahaha bisa buat warga seRT.
Yang menurut saya paling lucu adalah ikan Dugong, mungkin yang gak awam sama nama itu, lebih mengenalnya dengan ikan duyung. jangan ngebayangin ikan ini cantik dengan tubuh pinggang ke atas sangat proposional dan kaki sirip ikan seperti si Ariel di film kartun The Little Mermaid, tapi ikan ini jauh dari khayalan itu. Si dugong yang kesepian ini (karena cuma sendiri) tubuhnya tambun, mirip guling kapuk yang belom dijemur, terus mulutnya corong dan matanya sangat kecil untuk ukuran badannya, jadi kesan yang terlihat oleh saya, ekspresi muka si Dugong ini sangat melas.
Ikan - ikan yang lain juga cantik - cantik sih, tapi yah setiap orang punya selera masing. Kaya teman saya (hoho kekasih denggg..;p) dia sangat terobsesi sama kura2, sampe pengen ngasih makan itu kura2, terus minta kura2 itu diangkat, haha kalau saya inget kura2 yang di film kung fu panda, jadi kalo liat kura2 bayangan saya adalah kakek kakek tua bijaksana.
Setelah lelah keliling -keliling liat akuarium, saya masuk ke tempat pengawetan ikan2, nah di sudut ruangannya ada tempat teraphy ikan FISH DIP, sebenernya sebelum ke seaworld saya sempet liat foto temen yang teraphy fish spa di sini, makanya saya emang niat untuk coba. masuk ke tempat teraphy kita harus bayar lagi Rp.40.000,-, akhirnya kita bertiga plus satu teman saya yang gak berani di ikutan fish dipmasuk ke ruangan yang semuanya dirancang sangat nyaman. Dingin, musik jazz, dan kolam2 ikan dengan tempat duduk yang empuk. sebelum masuk ke kolam kita diwajibkan cuci kaki dulu, mungkin biar ikannya gak mabok.hehe. terus langsung masukin kaki kita pelan2. huaaaaaa sensasi dimulai. ikan2 gara rufa yang ukurannya kurang lebih cuma 1-1,5 cm itu mulai mengerubungi kaki saya dan teman2 saya. rasanya bisa dibayangkan sendiri. Super Geliiii tapi efeknya menyenangkan karena yang saya rasain 10 menit saya gak bisa berenti tertawa. Teraphy ini gak boleh lama2, dibatasin hanya 20 menit, mungkin kalo kelamaan bukan sel kulit mati lagi yang dimakan ikannya, tapi kulit ari kita beneran. Setelah 20 menit kita dikasih anduk untuk bilas kaki dengan air. dan setelah itu, saya bener-bener ngerasain suatu keajaiban (lebayy..;p) kaki saya terasa sangat enteng dan pegel2nya ilang..wah jadi pengen seluruh badan diisep2 si mungil gara rufa itu.hehehe nice teraphy dan patut dicoba! setelah teraphy itu yang saya dan teman2 rasakan selain rilex adalah LAPAR...hahaha..lanjut ke cerita tentang bagian makannya..hehe..
