The Most Rigid Opponents

And of mankind there is he whose conversation on the life of this world pleased thee (Muhammad), and he called Allah to witness as to that which is in his heart; yet he is the most rigid of opponents. (QS. Al- Baqarah : 204) 

Dan di antara manusia ada orang yang ucapannya tentang kehidupan dunia menarik hatimu ( Rasulullah SAW), dan dipersaksikannya kepada Allah (atas kebenaran) isi hatinya, padahal ia adalah penantang yang paling keras.(QS. Al- Baqarah : 204)

Dear My GOD Almighty,

 I wonder how many people out there are very skeptical about You, Your words or every line that is quoted on Quran. They call us Lazy because we are just taken what is written in Al Quran for granted without exploring more. What’s wrong about that? I don’t  have a bright and critical mind like them, but I don’t need a brilliant brain if I become cocky and cynical about You. I prefer being stupid and penniless but still believe what You and our Rasulullah SAW brought to us, to being smart, imperious and unsure of Your existence. God led me to the right path. Don’t let the people who think Your rules are shallow ruin our faith. You are my precious, and I feel so terrible mad if there’s anybody who tells untruth about You.

Ya Allah! I ask of You integrity and soundness in my religion, my life, my family, and my possessions.

Ya Allah! Guide me to the best of deeds and the best of morals, as none can guide  to the best except You, and save me from bad deeds, as none can save me from what is bad except You. Ya Allah! Strengthen my faith, expand my living space, and bless me in my livelihood.

Ya Allah! I seek refuge in You from a knowledge which does not benefit, from a heart which does not tremble, from an ego which not sated, and from a supplication  which is not accepted.

Ya Allah! Support me and help me, and do not let others overpower me, guide me and make the following of Your Commands easy for me.

Ya Allah! Grant us the best of outcomes in all our affairs, and save us from disgrace in this world and from punishment in the Hereafter.

Ya  Allah! I ask You for Your love and the love of those who love You, and for the love of every action which will bring me closer to Your love. Ya Allah! I ask You the best of the request for the best in my supplication, for the best success and the best reward. Strengthen me, make heavier my balance of good, confirm my faith, elevate my rank, accept my worship, and forgive my mistakes, and I ask of You the highest ranks in the Garden of Paradise. I ask You for good beginnings, good endings, the totality of goodness, from the first to the last, from within and from without, and I ask of You the highest ranks in the Garden.

May Allah’s blessings be upon Muhammad SAW and his family and Companions. Amin.