Selasa, Desember 27, 2011

2011 kaleidoscope

A year, always full of memories, good or bad, fortunate or unfortunate, get or loose, stay or gone.. but each year has  its own story. 2011 is an amazing year for me. this is the year which I could say… my fortunate year..Beyond my expectation.. My year of grant..but of course some sad stories contained.
I will make a kaleidoscope of this year within per month..


This Is beginning of the year.. when I was fighting to get a place in BPK ( The Supreme Audit Agency). I’ve passed the fourth round. I’m the biggest three, but they need only two people there. I was waiting for the final result on March.


My unforgettable birthday ever! Celebrating my birthday in BALI.. with my boyfie, my cousin and my friend,, Rock Bar at Ayana Resort to be the exact venue for my birthday. I felt so happy that day, and felt blessed.. it was the best holiday in my life.


BIG FAILURE. I’m the one who wiped out on the big three of BPK employee selection. It likes standing at the edge of the cliff and you finally fall down. But at the end I could handle it, I believe that Allah SWT has a better plan for me in the future. Oh yaaa.. in this month, uni Gina and Ferdy got married. Uni Gina is Ghani’s sister, my future sister-in-law , Insya Allah :).


Nothing special happened in this month, but I remember I changed my hijab style a lot,was trying this and that..and finally got the comfortable one.. yeah.. it’s a process to be a better of myself hehe.


I experienced Quarter- life syndrome.. hehehe.. that time was the worst, I really want to speed up my stage of life, I wasn’t comfortable with my life at that time. Actually because I’ve got so many wedding invitations, I felt that I’m left behind. Hahaha but thank God it just temporary. I’m going back to the track, and think more positively.
This is the great month for my Big family, we went to BALI, denpasar to attend my cousin’s Wedding. Yes, Ka Devi and wahyu were finally married couple. It’s been a long time my Big Family didn’t have an outside town trip. I love that moment so much! Alhamdulillah we’ve made it. I wish that we could have some trip again, next year. Amin.


I met a friend from cyber world.. she’s lovely Nanda, we planned to have a brand clothing and share our dreams to be an entrepreneur. Untill now, it hasn’t been real, but I wish someday I could make it. It’s only a matter of time and … hmmmm.. money I think.. hahha
In this month my two best friend were moving to outside Jakarta. Mba dita and Ummah. Mba Dita has come back to Jakarta.. Ummah still lives in Gorontalo. But we are still in frequent contact.


My Boyfie birthday L unfortunately I couldn’t make it special just like he did on my birthday, but he said it wasn’t a matter at all as long as I was there by his side.hahaha isn’t he lovely? Hehe, we just went to Senayan City to see Transformer exhibition, and have a delicious ‘late lunch’ on Pancious.


Hehehehe I was participated in Muslimah Beauty 2011. That’s all I can say. :)


Ied Fitri. Always became a special moment for my family. But there is some sad story from my family. Despite all, I keep grateful for everything that happened in mya life. Thank Allah SWT.


Another surprise from Allah SWT. I couldn’t imagine before this happened. I went to Singapore! That is the first time i was going abroad. Great experienced and I am super duper happy.
And still  in this month, my another dream came true! I could watch a concert  from my favorite boyband since I was junior hi school. WESTLIFE! I’m super glad!
Seems the goddess of October has fallen in love with me, He gives a great gift on this month hehehe.


KOREA.The month I was starting again to crazy a lot about Korea, it is The drama, the foods, the actors, the music the culture and the country that make me fall in love much much much about Korea. I can forget all the burden and being more happy after watching Korean drama or film. It just like a drug to me! I wish I could be there someday to feel everything that now, I just can see on the screen.. Amin ya Allah.


I’m getting crazy about make up! I’m learning so much the right technique of make up and suddenly many opportunities came to me. I will continue learning about make up and many thing. I still have a debt, I should have able to sew, but until now, it is pending. I wish next year I could learn many things.

To conclude all, 2011 is such a blessing year for me. I could get rid of all the pain and loose because the happiness I’ve got in this year has covered all my unfortunate. Allah SWT has given me MANY that I couldn’t have any reason to deny. I always wishing my future story will have greater plot. Psssttt.. 2012.. maybe I will change my status?? Let’s pray for the best :)

Senin, Desember 19, 2011

Puche & Panji's wedding preparation

i will have my first project on Puche & Panji's wedding reception on January 15th 2012. The project is do the make up and jilbab for 15 ladies who are Puche & Panji's relatives. Yesterday is our final meeting before the day. We were discussing about the make up equipments but most of time we were chewing.. hahaha Puche always have many great foods for us when we came to her house. hehehe wish me and sari lot of luck on the day of Panji and Puche. I only hope one thing, that the ladies will not complaint, at least if it is happened, not in front of me and sarie hahaha :p. 

left-right : the bride to be Puche, me, sari, ghani & mamet

me. seated next the bride to be, and i hope i will be the next bride.. hehe..

Selasa, Desember 13, 2011

make up

i'm obsessed with make up lately, i don't know when it was started but it was happened gradually. I never go to a salon or a beauty center frequently, i hate spending hours in salon, i do a body and hair treatment in my home, even when i have to attend a special occasion, i do my make up by my self . I'm not expert of course, but i'm enjoying 'trial and error process' of my make up skill. Now, i'm collecting make up tools, yes they are expensive! in make up : you have money you'll get quality. so, i'm getting frustrated when i realized that my 40 % expense was spent to buy make up tools. I hope this hobby will earn back my money.. hmm let's see my first project in January, i will do a make up and jilbab do for Puche & Panji's wedding committee.

Talking about my inspiration on make up, i really love natural, flawless and subtle but look stunning. and i,m fallin in love with Jung Saem Mool make up style. She proves us that make up not always put everything colorful and make you face like 'a clown'. With a right technique and right material, you can make your face stunning and different. i can't explain more in good words, just check her Youtube channel  here or FB .. and i bet you will fall in love with her make up style!

this one is my favourite video, for everyday look!

Jumat, Desember 09, 2011

Happy Birthday Mom

Today is my mother birthday, She's half a century now. Wow..  she's getting older and i look her stronger day by day.. and i love her more for what she does to me everyday.. serving me a breakfast, making me carrot juice , and do a laundry for my clothes. i shouldn't let her do all the housework she does everyday, but she keep on assuring me that she is fine. sometimes and recently it becomes often that i can let myself live without her presence, i don't have much conversation with her on our daily life,  but just to see her face, i can go through all difficulties in my life. i need her to be around me everytime i need, because her advices always make me  dissolved. Her voice like The God's voice to me. And i'm so scare now,  cause i'm not to be the girl that she expected. I'll try to make it up for her.. Happy Birthday Ibu.. Ridha sayang ibu..